-- Anguish Ardor -- Part II -- Bosco Wong --

The way his hands snaked around her body and how she seemingly allowed him to do so disturbed me, greatly. He was lucky the song ended... "Bosco... don't drink so much," the sweet melodious voice reached my ears and touched my heart, reviving that feeling of guilt. Putting the bottle down, I turned to see Leila standing beside me. She looked pretty, like always. Tonight she was wearing a simple pink spaghetti strapped dress, looking like an angel. I smile and touch her hand, tugging it lightly for her to sit down beside me. Resting my head on her bare shoulder, I close my eyes and nuzzle against her neck. She was very quite, I felt ready to drift off to sleep. "...Bosco... you will be at the wedding tomorrow?" she asked almost inaudibly, but I could never miss anything that leaves her lips. Opening my eyes, I sat up and promised her, "I'll be there," She smiled feebly, "I guess I should go home then... I'll see you tomorrow?" I nodded, though my head was beginning to ache. Kissing my cheek she stood up to go. Watching Leila leave, I picked up the wine bottle and continued drinking. Leila is one of the most important people in my life. I didn't want to hurt her... I'm never going to hurt her again. Sealing the promise, I took another drink.

Leila and I have been together for as long as I can remember. She's always been there whenever I needed her. I know I love her; I've loved her since I've met her. The feeling has never changed and never will. What I've done is the biggest fault in my life, and yet, I, myself, cannot vow that if I were given a second chance, the outcome would be different. Seeing her tears burns my heart into ashes. I don't mean to hurt her... she's the most innocent one in this matter, it shouldn't be she who's suffering, if anyone, that person should be me...

I don't know how long I sat there or how many bottles of wine I had finished, when my phone rang. It was Nicholas, the guys wanted to throw me a bachelor party.... I can't say no to that, can I? Stumbling onto my feet, I chuckled, the ground was moving. "Bosco!" who's calling me? I squinted my eyes, hoping it would my make sight clearer. Nope it wasn't working. I felt a hand hold onto my arm, it was Myolie, "Bosco, where are you going? You're drunk, let me get the driver to drive you home," I pushed away her hand, harshly, and fell back down into the chair. She tried to reach for me but once again I brushed her away coldly. I shouldn't be mad at her, I know it's not her fault... but whenever I see her smiling and caring face, I feel myself falling to the bottom of the well again, angry at how she could have climbed out so easily, angry at how she appeared to have forgotten everything, and angry at how she's able to move on so easily as if she had never shared memories with me. Taking a final glance at me, she walked back towards the group of men. Ever since our mother found out about what had happened between us she's been trying to be cupid to help Myolie find a boyfriend, while speeding up the arrangements for Leila and my wedding also.

Myolie entered my life unexpectedly and unintentionally. I have no excuse for what I've done; it was I and I alone. With just eight months away from Leila and my wedding, I actually had the nerve to tell a lie and disappear for all those months. I shouldn't be saying this now, but I can't deny that I felt relaxed during that time period. It was the first time I didn't have to worry or think about anything but enjoy life as it was. Myolie was very quiet and lacked the confidence Leila possessed, but her smile was alluring, comforting and peaceful. I somehow felt attracted to her... Her place in my heart is undefined even up to this day. Do I love her more than Leila? I don't know, and I don't want to look for the answer anymore.

Struggling, I got on my feet and staggered out of the ballroom. Christopher, my driver ran towards me and helped me into the car. I told him to take me to the bar. He hesitated, but did as I asked. For the rest of the night I drank silently by myself, ignoring the fact that it was my bachelor party. It was past midnight when they dragged me out of the bar, saying I had enough and should get some sleep. Lurching up the exquisite white-carpeted stairs, I made a right and stopped at the first door. Falling against the wall I slid to the floor. "Bosco!" I groggily tilted my head. She stood in the doorway. Bending down beside me she slipped her arm behind my back and around my waist and placed my arm across her shoulder to help steady my balance and get me standing. "Are you okay?" she asked softly, gazing at my face with concern. No I'm not... I'm nowhere near being okay...

I know I shouldn't and I know I didn't have the right anymore, but I pulled her into my embrace anyway. As I inhaled the fresh scent of the shampoo in her hair, a pleasant smile came to my face, whenever I held her a relaxing feeling enveloped my body. I waited for her to push me away. The moment never came. I heard her faint whisper, "Let's go inside first, before someone sees us," Opening the door swiftly, she pulled me inside with her. Dropping onto the loveseat, I closed my eyes. I could hear her footsteps, and the sound of water running. A cold wet washcloth was set on my forehead and her hand lingered on my face. Catching it, I held it tightly and remained quiet. I don't hope for anything or ask for anything more, all I want is to have her by my side tonight, just tonight, for the last time. Sitting down on the carpet, she leaned towards me and rested her head on the couch. Stroking her hair, I soon drifted off into a peaceful slumber.

Doing the right thing is always hard, but when you don't even know what right and wrong are, it makes it even harder to decide.
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So what do you think is going to happen? Will BL live happily ever after? Heh, I don't know. The next chapter is suppose to be the ending, but after all the editing and stuff, I think I want to have another go at entering their minds, which means adding three more chapters. lol, but if I get lazy, I think I'll just leave it as it is. We'll see.

C/C? :shy2:

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interesting...FAST FAST post the next chapter...waiting eagerly..

w00t, this is getting more and more interesting, update soon!!! Now I think BL only got 25% chance to be 2gether T^T

ughhh bosco loves leila... but loves myolie.. -_-" hes too greedy... !

human are greedy!!that's common..but usually end up有得必有失

yeah greedy... but boscos TOO greedy!

lol that's how people are. heh, maybe he should end up alone...

Noooooo not alone...but have to settle this fast not fair to the gals..suffering in triangle love

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!! so you'll add more chapters? awesome! :hug: can't wait...*coughcoughboscoliecoughcough* :grin:

pretti plz make it boscolie!! plzzzzzzzzzzzy :socute:

you guys!... boscolie is SIBLINGS! yet..u still want boscolie? lol.. do u guys happen to like incest? :P

Though they didnt grow up together and all..the fact is STILL true.. they ARE siblings.. to have a futher relationship than what i even imagine *shivers* would be ... well.. imagine being with your own brother... EXCATELY..

haha well it's slightly different. they didn't grow up together so they really don't see each other as siblings... but yeah the truth does exist.... so i guess it's either bosco ends up alone, let it be BL, or he can love myolie from afar :P lol

let he end up alone. >.< He loves TWO girls. Too greedy

ahaha let him have leila!! but wait... how can he have myolie from afar.. ?? ..

love your fanfic! It's so niice.... I love the way you write! I have a feeling Bosco might end up alone.... I guess we'll all just have and see~~ I love fanfics that are so unpredictable.

I hope for Boscolie... but, they are siblings......... >.>

Haha... you know what? The fanfic I'm writing right now also has Leila and Myolie on Bosco's side of the fanfic. And Leila is also Bosco's fiancee in my story! Ofcuz the sietoryline is different and the fanfic is NOWHERE as good as yours....

Looking forward to your updates :)

Interesting, cant wait to read more, I really want Boscolie end up, please dont let them be siblings.
He love both, who he gonna choose? Who is he love the most? hehe Myolie ;).

i really like this story. there are few stories where each person can have his o her say, it's really good. :keke:

thanks for the comments. sorry for the wait. i haven't had the time to edit the last chapter. will do that soon and post it asap =)

awww leila has a chance too... ehhs guys who cant decide... how typical of guys xP